oh douglas middlebrook how i love you so... remember when we were dancing around my kitchen 6 months ago singing Mama I'm a Big Girl now and you convinced me to muster up the courage to call Craig & Neil and ask to audition? Remember how we had never been more excited about anything ever? Remember when we went to the first table read together and died?Remember when we to ran all my lines together on the plane and your Seaweed was the funniest shit I've ever seen? Remember when I literally have been crying since Come So Far ended and you've been making me smile through my post hairspray depression since? This post doesn't even begin to sum up how much fun we've had together throughout this experience because I'm too sad to type but I just love you so much my best friend and I'm so thankful for you.